the day when this blog ceases to exist or it converts its title to "The Joy of NOT Being Any Kind of Student".
2010-5-29
Avoidance-Denial
You know how sometimes you know you don't want to get out of bed as you'd rather not face the big mountain of stuff you have to/face?
Yeah, that's me right now.
I hope I find some motivation and productivity soon.
It is so anti-intuitive to have to keep pushing the envelope when you're so exhausted and sleep deprived! Whinge whinge whine whine...
Zzzzzzzzzzzz
2010-5-26
Yeah, that's me right now.
I hope I find some motivation and productivity soon.
It is so anti-intuitive to have to keep pushing the envelope when you're so exhausted and sleep deprived! Whinge whinge whine whine...
Zzzzzzzzzzzz
2010-5-26
Top Gear
Up down turn around, please don't let me hit the ground...
Well it's rolled around to that time of year again folks when life gets crazy and stays sustainedly crazy so that you have no choice but to glue your butt to the chair and somehow still pull something to submit out of your ass! Obviously, not an easy double feat.
In any case two more mini suckers down so I can start to visualise and plot how to wrestle with the big Dragons.
I'm happy though that it's finally gotten dire enough that I was motivated enough to actually kick into action...Basically, today I did not move from my chair for umpteen hours straight...I hardly think this is conducive to good health-the irony! And did I mention I was in my PJs for probably 24 hours straight....ewwww I know...but warranted.
2010-5-23 19:56
Well it's rolled around to that time of year again folks when life gets crazy and stays sustainedly crazy so that you have no choice but to glue your butt to the chair and somehow still pull something to submit out of your ass! Obviously, not an easy double feat.
In any case two more mini suckers down so I can start to visualise and plot how to wrestle with the big Dragons.
I'm happy though that it's finally gotten dire enough that I was motivated enough to actually kick into action...Basically, today I did not move from my chair for umpteen hours straight...I hardly think this is conducive to good health-the irony! And did I mention I was in my PJs for probably 24 hours straight....ewwww I know...but warranted.
2010-5-23 19:56
Compassionate Detachment
One of the things I've been learning the hard way is that being a healer or rather "healing facilitator" comes with many rewards- well mainly just one (that of satisfaction in having helped another) but also many challenges.
Soon enough along your journey, especially if you are sensitive you will find yourself really having to protect your own energies etc from psychic vampires and spiritual attack.
Here is a really nice eggshell exercise which I've found.
Also I think the phrase "compassionate detachment" should always be remembered everytime you enter into an "energy transaction" with a client.
Also pets and nature really help, babies too- sources of pure clean uncorrupted good energy.
Oh and of course God and Angels. Ask for their help!
Have a good day^^
2010-5-22
Soon enough along your journey, especially if you are sensitive you will find yourself really having to protect your own energies etc from psychic vampires and spiritual attack.
Here is a really nice eggshell exercise which I've found.
Also I think the phrase "compassionate detachment" should always be remembered everytime you enter into an "energy transaction" with a client.
Also pets and nature really help, babies too- sources of pure clean uncorrupted good energy.
Oh and of course God and Angels. Ask for their help!
Have a good day^^
2010-5-22
Burnt out by 45.
Well I'm not even close yet but that is exactly the warning given me by one of my majority of older than me patients...
I think one of the real problems of being in the healing thing is that you give and give and give and give and rarely do people ever give to YOU! And thus....drained, sucked dry- just like that sound made when people suck out the marrow from bones.
I think that perception I get from movies is true...
Every healer needs their own therapist. Cos we listen to everybody else's crap and have nobody to dump our crap on!!!
In any case this has gone on for such a long time. I guess professionally it's justified but personally I think I need to put my foot down...only give to people who give to me! Sheesh I think even my natal chart described this- that my luck in these matters aren't great- very skewed and one sided...eg people just always take from me, and I'd be doing well to get anywhere close to an equal give and take bar a few rare cases!
10-4-26 11:54
I think one of the real problems of being in the healing thing is that you give and give and give and give and rarely do people ever give to YOU! And thus....drained, sucked dry- just like that sound made when people suck out the marrow from bones.
I think that perception I get from movies is true...
Every healer needs their own therapist. Cos we listen to everybody else's crap and have nobody to dump our crap on!!!
In any case this has gone on for such a long time. I guess professionally it's justified but personally I think I need to put my foot down...only give to people who give to me! Sheesh I think even my natal chart described this- that my luck in these matters aren't great- very skewed and one sided...eg people just always take from me, and I'd be doing well to get anywhere close to an equal give and take bar a few rare cases!
10-4-26 11:54
I made a Girl CRY.
But it was a good thing. Too many of us hold in and repress our emotions. And it's healthy to let it all out with a Good CRY every now and again.
In any case it was really cute when she reported with surprise the strange reaction induced by the needles. No wonder people still regard acupuncture as mystical and magical...unfortunately it doesn't help our case with the "scientific" Skeptics...
To be honest though, hailing from a somewhat conservative and "rational-logical" upbringing, I must say, no matter how long I do this, the results do often blow my mind and leave my mouth wanting to hang "O-shaped".
Sometimes, you just can't think too much- the Mind in itself can really be quite limiting, as there are many things the Human Mind is just too pip-squeaky to fathom!
2010-4-17
In any case it was really cute when she reported with surprise the strange reaction induced by the needles. No wonder people still regard acupuncture as mystical and magical...unfortunately it doesn't help our case with the "scientific" Skeptics...
To be honest though, hailing from a somewhat conservative and "rational-logical" upbringing, I must say, no matter how long I do this, the results do often blow my mind and leave my mouth wanting to hang "O-shaped".
Sometimes, you just can't think too much- the Mind in itself can really be quite limiting, as there are many things the Human Mind is just too pip-squeaky to fathom!
2010-4-17
How's this for HIPPY?!!
I'm not sure but sometime recently I pretty much become incredibly "Feeling-VIBE" based...Basically, I don't look or talk to someone to work out whether I'm gonna like them or not...I just "feel" their energy...
Yep, that's really how I judge people now...LOL
2010-4-13
Yep, that's really how I judge people now...LOL
2010-4-13
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- greenjade
- share the thrills (and hopefully no spills) of a mature age student back to school to become a practitioner of Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM).